Money has always been an issue..no money then nothing is possible..that is wat i am experiencing rite now..haha..laughing at myself..
I have big hopes and high ambitions..but nothing seems to be achievable..then again i should have gone out and fight my guts out rather than sitting here bitchin'.. I lose my motivation..singled out in my world..just doing things that i know it is right (at least for me)..
and i still miss her..I haven't been spoken to JJ.. but evrytime when i speak to her..she replied me in her cold manner that really hurts me.. but wat can i do? it is my fault..no one to blame except myself..
Isn't it true despair? hmm..i never imagine life is going to be this hard..every single day is just felt so discouraging me.. make me dun want to see the cruel world out there.. life is for us to live in.. but somehow i have lost the will to live.. but too afraid to give up.. tell me wat should i do?
A question that no one could answer even for myself..sometimes i ask myself..wat is the purpose of me living in this world?
